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Gah! So many things wrong and yet I lay around the house like everything is fine every day.
It's coming up on 10:00 and I have done nothing useful except starting one load of laundry since I got up around noon.
I guess I did two useful things though one is more of a distraction and problem than something truly useful.
I finally got my computer working again.
It's been out of order since early sunday morning when our power went out and it went to sleep to save power.
I finally had to smack it after hours of trying to get it working and that seemed to jar my defunct hard drive into working.
But so much for trying to get a month of uptime...
Every time I am deprived of internet by some situation or other it becomes clear how much of an internet addict I am.
I should just plug the CAT5 into my arm and call it an IV.
I don't think it's healthy but I don't see my life getting away from my internet addiction.
Computers can only become more widespread.
This is one of the reasons that I argue with myself about whether or not to get a gaming rig of any sort built up.
I really enjoy computers and computer gaming.
But wouldn't I be a healthier better person if I just dropped it and did outdoor activities and stuff with my friends?
But that is the very problem itself.
One of my main ways of being connected with my friends and my peers is through the internet.
I play Halo 2 and make friends in CO. I chat. I email.
How can I just cut off most of my communications with people?
I guess it won't matter much anyway because the way I'm going I won't be getting a job and I won't have internet access anyway.
I think that one of the most important things for me to do is to get my health insurance thing worked out.
That way I can bike.
And since biking is my preferred outdoor physical activity that will help me be fitter and feel better.
Now if I do that I should find a way to get more people to bike with me...
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