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Well I was reintroduced to my chin today. I shaved off my beard between classes. It took a solid fifteen minutes of shaving. It's kinda weird seeing your chin for the first time in months. A strange feeling. I looked in the mirror today and I don't look like me anymore. But it is nice to have the annoyance gone. I was watching this show on crabbing in Alaska, and how it's one of the most dangerous jobs in the world a few days ago. It made me want to move to Alaska and try it. I'm fed up with this stupid life where I just struggle with beaurocracy at school. I want to risk my life. I want fight something big. I want to wrestle with the world and come out on top. I am a man and I was designed for big things. Life feels so pointless and useless, with the petty safety I'm trapped in. It would have been better to have been born years and years earlier, lived life outdoors fighting for my life, and working to wrest food from nature. I want to be a mountain man, an explorer, a hunter, a crab fisherman. (I should read "Hind's Feet in High Places." get back to myself some more.)
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