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Hmmm... I want escape. To escape from failing myself. I'm feeling repulsed by most people lately. I just don't want to be around them. Unpleasant. Because of this I've been bored this weekend. Pretty much all the people I don't feel like spitting on have been gone. Hannah went to the tri-cities, Paul had a military thing, and Mike's mom was here. So I've been sitting around alone. "I'm mad as hell, and I'm not going to take it anymore!" Well, not really, but I am unhappy. I lack the willpower I need, time after time I fail. "I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do." Romans 7:15
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